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かいし (KAISHI)
02:48
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FATE AWEIGH
04:31
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You know I'll stay away
Let the wind lead me away
I believe I lost my faith
Rather save my breath today
I think I'll grab a drink
Maybe pour it down the sink
But you know my taste
I live to fade away
So don't blame me if I cry
Don't hate me if I die
I don't have another line
So I'll just sit and write
About the things that we used to do
And how our love would carry through
Our love would carry through
Or our love won't carry through
Our love was
Through the darkest of nights
Through the bloodiest of fights
So you say your flame has died
Those hills far too steep to climb
Your soul too lost to try
And those eyes have lost their shine
Your truth's all full of lies
Still I miss those blue-filled skies
So don't blame me if I cry
Don't hate me if I die
I don't have another line
So I'll just sit and write
About the things that we used to do
And how our love would carry through
Our love would carry through
Or our love won't carry through
Our love was
Could never do wrong right
I've lost my will to fight
Holding on for far too long
Those times when we tried
Those times when we cried
You know I can't take no more
You'll run away
I'll stay the same
We'll fade away
So don't blame me if I cry
Don't hate me if I die
I don't have another line
So I'll just sit and write
About the things that we used to do
And how our love would carry through
Our love would carry through
Or our love won't carry through
Our love was through
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A LULLABUS
03:40
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Desperately you've waited for one reason to survive
Once-or-twicely dated, then headfirst to just collide
Crashed but burned belated; it was not a pretty sight
Young and much too jaded, you were destined to divide
My heart screams no
When you go away
Don't go away; stay
Lust inebriated with a hint of broken pride
Lovely, inundated, and all sickly starry eyed
What's reciprocated could not quite be justified
Trust manipulated and expressly cast aside
My heart screams no
When you go away
Don't go away; stay
Underestimated with a slight request denied
Thusly vindicated and now tenfold satisfied
Adjust the mask, it's faded, and it's showing what's behind
Wonderful, dilated, and obscenely magnified
My heart screams no
When you show your face
Please go away; don't stay
I'll live in your shadow if you'll live in mine
At least the sun won't be in our eyes
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FOREIGN OTHER
03:49
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Fell in love with a boy
With all the grace of a
Meteor crashing to earth
Broke through the surface
To hell and back with him
And up to the top of the world
But it's hard to keep ahold of
To keep track of, of yourself when
You care more for, for another
Than you ever even did for yourself
Lost myself in a girl
With all the faces of
Goddesses of love and deceit
Couldn't close my eyes
She broke my windows and
Took everything she could take
So it's hard to keep ahold of
To keep track of, of yourself when
You care more for, for another
Than you ever even did for yourself
You should keep my soul
You should have it all
Please take everything
But just leave me with a lie
Tell me we'll be together again
Someday
Now it's hard to keep ahold of
To keep track of, of your mind when
You care more for, for another
Than you ever even did for yourself
It is hard to keep ahold of
To keep track of, of your mind when
You care more for, for another
Than you ever even did for yourself
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NEUROTIC ART
04:55
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TIME MACHINE
03:00
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So I've spent a lot of time trying to build this time machine
Because I really wish sometimes that I could go back in time
But it never seems to work out the way I want it to
And then I realized that what I actually ought to do
Is figure out a better way to go forward in time
It's not always as easy as it sounds
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When I died, he slowly lost his mind
And I cried because they need me in their lives
But they try to do things the way I would like
They’ll get by
It’s not right that I must forever sit by
As time flies and my daughter still can’t sleep at night
She wonders why there’s no one to stand by her side
Through hard times
But there’s nothing I can do
I love you, but no one can be strong for you
I know that one day you’ll finally wake up and see
That you need yourself more than you need me
There’s no rhyme or reason to how things have gone
So wrong; To work hard in life just to die
Too young; I can see why you question the point
To going on
But there’s nothing I can do
I love you, but no one can be strong for you
I know that one day you’ll finally wake up and see
That you need yourself more than you need me
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TERRA FIRMA
02:27
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Monica?
Yeah, Monica? -ca, This is Dad, I—
Yeah, Monica. I, uhh, guess I lost you there
Guess I lost you there
I, uhh, guess I lost you there
Guess I lost you there
Guess I lost you
Guess I lost you
Guess I lost you there
I’m down here waiting
Okay, I’ll talk to you later
Guess I lost you there
Got things pretty well settled here
Won’t have no more problems with—
Anyway
I’m sorry if ? caused any problems
I guess that’s why you left, huh?
Give me a call
Bye bye
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