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Agnostic Merlin

by Deus Ex Monica

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FATE AWEIGH 04:31
You know I'll stay away Let the wind lead me away I believe I lost my faith Rather save my breath today I think I'll grab a drink Maybe pour it down the sink But you know my taste I live to fade away So don't blame me if I cry Don't hate me if I die I don't have another line So I'll just sit and write About the things that we used to do And how our love would carry through Our love would carry through Or our love won't carry through Our love was Through the darkest of nights Through the bloodiest of fights So you say your flame has died Those hills far too steep to climb Your soul too lost to try And those eyes have lost their shine Your truth's all full of lies Still I miss those blue-filled skies So don't blame me if I cry Don't hate me if I die I don't have another line So I'll just sit and write About the things that we used to do And how our love would carry through Our love would carry through Or our love won't carry through Our love was Could never do wrong right I've lost my will to fight Holding on for far too long Those times when we tried Those times when we cried You know I can't take no more You'll run away I'll stay the same We'll fade away So don't blame me if I cry Don't hate me if I die I don't have another line So I'll just sit and write About the things that we used to do And how our love would carry through Our love would carry through Or our love won't carry through Our love was through
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A LULLABUS 03:40
Desperately you've waited for one reason to survive Once-or-twicely dated, then headfirst to just collide Crashed but burned belated; it was not a pretty sight Young and much too jaded, you were destined to divide My heart screams no When you go away Don't go away; stay Lust inebriated with a hint of broken pride Lovely, inundated, and all sickly starry eyed What's reciprocated could not quite be justified Trust manipulated and expressly cast aside My heart screams no When you go away Don't go away; stay Underestimated with a slight request denied Thusly vindicated and now tenfold satisfied Adjust the mask, it's faded, and it's showing what's behind Wonderful, dilated, and obscenely magnified My heart screams no When you show your face Please go away; don't stay I'll live in your shadow if you'll live in mine At least the sun won't be in our eyes
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Fell in love with a boy With all the grace of a Meteor crashing to earth Broke through the surface To hell and back with him And up to the top of the world But it's hard to keep ahold of To keep track of, of yourself when You care more for, for another Than you ever even did for yourself Lost myself in a girl With all the faces of Goddesses of love and deceit Couldn't close my eyes She broke my windows and Took everything she could take So it's hard to keep ahold of To keep track of, of yourself when You care more for, for another Than you ever even did for yourself You should keep my soul You should have it all Please take everything But just leave me with a lie Tell me we'll be together again Someday Now it's hard to keep ahold of To keep track of, of your mind when You care more for, for another Than you ever even did for yourself It is hard to keep ahold of To keep track of, of your mind when You care more for, for another Than you ever even did for yourself
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NEUROTIC ART 04:55
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TIME MACHINE 03:00
So I've spent a lot of time trying to build this time machine Because I really wish sometimes that I could go back in time But it never seems to work out the way I want it to And then I realized that what I actually ought to do Is figure out a better way to go forward in time It's not always as easy as it sounds
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When I died, he slowly lost his mind And I cried because they need me in their lives But they try to do things the way I would like They’ll get by It’s not right that I must forever sit by As time flies and my daughter still can’t sleep at night She wonders why there’s no one to stand by her side Through hard times But there’s nothing I can do I love you, but no one can be strong for you I know that one day you’ll finally wake up and see That you need yourself more than you need me There’s no rhyme or reason to how things have gone So wrong; To work hard in life just to die Too young; I can see why you question the point To going on But there’s nothing I can do I love you, but no one can be strong for you I know that one day you’ll finally wake up and see That you need yourself more than you need me
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TERRA FIRMA 02:27
Monica? Yeah, Monica? -ca, This is Dad, I— Yeah, Monica. I, uhh, guess I lost you there Guess I lost you there I, uhh, guess I lost you there Guess I lost you there Guess I lost you Guess I lost you Guess I lost you there I’m down here waiting Okay, I’ll talk to you later Guess I lost you there Got things pretty well settled here Won’t have no more problems with— Anyway I’m sorry if ? caused any problems I guess that’s why you left, huh? Give me a call Bye bye

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A haphazard myriad of songs that autobiographically caricaturize the phenomena of enduring first-world hardships and the inability to gracefully cope.

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released November 29, 2015

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